I am an emotionalist,and love the feeling of simpleness,all of my friends know that.I will never hurt anybody else intentionally,and can’t put up with the scene of parting.I even can’t help tearing when I was watching Korean series before.After graduating from University,I seldom watched that kind of series,and began to turn to American series instead.One the one hand,I wanted to improve my English in the way,on the other hand,I hoped to make my heart tougher.But several years has passed by,I am still tough in appearance as always,but the affected sprout in my soul seems to be getting bigger and bigger,I am trying to control it,but the answer is Zero.
Last night,one of my friends told me he’s about to go back to his country in about one month,all at once,I felt I lost something in my heart.Sometimes,I think I am easily satisfied with actuality,I am always trying to keep some status under my control,changes may make me feel uncomfortable.I have been in beijing for about half an year,but haven’t found my way,strange city,strange face,and still invisible stars in the beijing’s sky. A man who lives vagrant  life always want to find a person to talk with heart to heart,but that kind of person is always unavailable.