Snowing in Pear Orchard

I am aching all over now,cuz I played pingpong last afternoon for 2 hrs with my friends.
Almost every chinese can play pingpong, so our national pingpong team’s kept ahead in the world for years.
Last night,I was on the night shift,I didn’t write english words,because I felt very uncomfortable and drained.After coming back home this morning,I jumped to sleep right now.I thought I would get up at 3 pm,but when my alarm clock rang at 3 pm,I was still aching all over badly,my butt,my legs,my arm,and my head all ached.Eventually,I got up at 6 pm,I was still feeling I couldn’t move an inch because of my painful butt.Anyhow,I had to get out for dinner,for I didn’t want to cause stomachache.
How tough the life is.

This spot’s blocked by China great firewall,anyhow,I won’t move to other places,I am really sick of moving.Maybe it will be unblocked tomorrow,I will wait and see.

Here are some photos I shot a couple of months ago.I processed them so as to make them look romantic.Do you like them?

I am an emotionalist,and love the feeling of simpleness,all of my friends know that.I will never hurt anybody else intentionally,and can’t put up with the scene of parting.I even can’t help tearing when I was watching Korean series before.After graduating from University,I seldom watched that kind of series,and began to turn to American series instead.One the one hand,I wanted to improve my English in the way,on the other hand,I hoped to make my heart tougher.But several years has passed by,I am still tough in appearance as always,but the affected sprout in my soul seems to be getting bigger and bigger,I am trying to control it,but the answer is Zero.
Last night,one of my friends told me he’s about to go back to his country in about one month,all at once,I felt I lost something in my heart.Sometimes,I think I am easily satisfied with actuality,I am always trying to keep some status under my control,changes may make me feel uncomfortable.I have been in beijing for about half an year,but haven’t found my way,strange city,strange face,and still invisible stars in the beijing’s sky. A man who lives vagrant  life always want to find a person to talk with heart to heart,but that kind of person is always unavailable.

Where’s happiness?a great many people ask the god again and again.
A pretty butterfly teased the diligent bee who was coming over,"Hey!bub,look at yourself,flying from place to place all day,I don’t even know what you can get out of your work.Look at me,I am so pretty,huh?look at my pretty wings and graceful steps among the flowers.Eat your heart out!Look at the big guys who walked with two claws,they are always around me with some weird stuff over their eyes. I don’t know what they are and what they are doing,but I am pretty sure they must be attracted by my beautiful body!" said the butterfly as she’s showing her colourful swings,staying at the top of flowers meanwhile,looking coquettish.The bee didn’t pay any attention at all with a smile in her mouth,concentrating on collecting nectar,and didn’t give her a glance.
Soon afterwards,that pretty butterfly died in the colourful life,and She left nothing but a word"where on earth is the happiness?"the bee still worked in a big family happily,and lived a satisfied and rich life.When she saw the big guys who walked with two claws eating the honey with great satisfactions,another smile showed from her mouth.
Happiness is never distinguished by high and low,it’s based on the satisfaction originally.a man,who owns colourful life,may not sense the feeling of happiness,because he forgets the desire is always the poison of happiness most of time.Some people often ignore the current treasures and satisfactions because of the exorbitant desire of life.it looks as if life is doomed to full of glory and vigorousness and the colourful life is quilified to lead to the happiness.The exorbitant vanity makes them chase more presentational things and ignore the inner culture.
In the material desire covering city,some of us can not reject the invasion of high material desire so as to chase more colourful outer things,they don’t know a sharp sword hidden in the back of that life so that they would get stabbed deeply while they are lonely.Perhaps,it can’t make them die,but it’s enough to compel them to feel dying and walk to the edge of death.as a matter of fact,we are all the individuals of the commonness,we should be lucky that we are just common people.Trying to find beauty out of the simple life,even a beautiful feather,a nice cup may make you feel the happiness of satisfication.
I should do that so,every person who is chasing the happiness should do that either.The happiness is not far off,are you well prepared?